Baby Elliot

To my baby Elliot,

How I longed to hold you in my arms, but not this way. I never felt you move inside me, but you moved me. I wanted you to join our family. I would have done anything to have you live. I don't know any other baby that was more prayed for than you. So many people loved and prayed for you. I tried to have faith that you would live. The Lord had other plans, though, and I accept that. I'm so thankful that life continues beyond the grave. Know that I love you and cannot wait for the day that I can see you and hold you forever.

Mom

Comments

Mindy Sue O'Bryant said…
No words-lots of tears. Love you Becky!
September 22, 2011 at 9:44 PM
Anonymous said…
Becky-lots of tears here too. you are a wonderful mom and baby Elliot is so lucky to have you as are all your kids. Love you so much my friend!
September 23, 2011 at 11:43 AM
Megan Dougherty said…
Love you Becky! You are a super amazing woman!
September 23, 2011 at 4:28 PM
Trevor and Alaina Baty said…
Love you guys. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
September 24, 2011 at 6:53 AM
Jamie said…
My heart is broken for you. You are so strong and faithful and such a great example. Loves to you!!!
September 25, 2011 at 4:00 PM
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